Death Cafe profile for Sugarbat
Forty
I wanted to be dead by forty.
Instead, here I am
alive and breathing
silently seething,
dead inside alive
I wanted to be dead by thirty.
A wish that could've been granted
instead I ran.
Alive and battered,
shorn and shattered
A darker shadow than before.
I wanted to be dead at twenty.
Without thought for my life
Fuck that husband and wife
shit
Hoping for more
Following the script,
blind and tripped ...