Death Cafe profile for Kitty

Location: United States
About Kitty:
I am a 16 year old male. I suffer from an array of mental health conditions. Which include adhd, chronic depression, chronic anxiety, obstinate defiance disorder, and ptsd. In my free time i like to read, skateboard, play video games, and sleep.
What brings you to Death Cafe?
My constant fear of death. It affects my everyday life. Whenever the future is mentioned i become terrified. I try to cope with it by using terror management theory, but recently it hasn't been working. I believe there's nothing after death. I will probably stick with that ideal until i die or am proven otherwise. I feel like nothing matters. Everything we see and touch in our lifetime will all die. Please help me.
Thoughts for sharing:
I promise if you look into this it will bring you some comfort. https://www.cryonics.org/
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Kitty's posts on the Death Cafe website
New Blog post: Self hatred and depression
Posted by Kitty on April 17, 2021, 5:15 p.m. 5 comments

Hello, i am 16 and I've been wanting to talk about suicide for a long time. I fear that if i do i will be ridiculed by others. I don't know where to start. I used to workout to become more likeable. It did help become me more likeable, but all everyone saw me for my body only. What devours me is not being able to tell my family how i feel. I ...